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Such a great night!! #wedding #bride #asians

Posted 1 week ago

hello! #newyork #brooklynbridge #summer #asian

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#nyc #manhattan #skyline #citylights #reflections #freedomtower

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Posted 1 week ago

mixofspring:

#GazaUnderAttack When will the bloodshed end?

"Hamas is a terrorist group. It also terrorizes its own people. However, this should be a conflict between Hamas and the Israeli government. Innocent people and kids on both sides should not pay the price…. kids don’t even know what is going on."

The way the media twists things is insane. innocent people are dying on both sides. It’s heartbreaking. Picking sides is pointless when both are shedding blood of innocents. And for what…when did land become more valuable than lives. 

"When the power of love overcomes the love of power the world will know peace." 

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wow. such a great post. its so sad that those who have more give less while those who have little will share it. 

(Source: kittiezandtittiez)

Posted 2 weeks ago

#july4th #nyc #macys #fireworks #brooklynbridgepark #thebest #spectacular

Posted 2 weeks ago

Best 4th of July!!! #nyc #brooklynpark #summer #macys #fireworks #thebest (at Brooklyn Bridge Park)

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Posted 3 weeks ago

I wear my heart on my sleeve, and my scars.

I am an all or nothing kind of person. If i want something I will give it my all and make it known that I am not playing any games or tricks. I love being in a relationship, being intimate with someone and having the feeling that everything will be all right as long as you have them. Having that comfort of knowing they will be there for you no matter what, by your side through thick and thin, and that you are the only person you could ever want and need.

But, that someone can’t be anyone. If I want a relationship with you, I will take it seriously. I will lay my cards on the table and you will know my past and my insecurities. You will know what i’ve been through and you will know that even though it scares me to open up, I will for you because you are worth it.

I’ve opened up to a guy just to have it back fire, letting him know the heart aches I’ve been through, and the amount of appreciation and admiration I had for him… To me he was the most compatible and amazing guy i had ever met…we clicked and having a connection like that is rare and I knew i couldn’t let that go. Regrettably, I became too invested too fast, I came off too strong and thus scared him off…  And even though part of me wishes i’d kept that wall up longer and wasn’t so honest, another part of me would have still teared down the wall in a second just to tell him how I felt. Because when feelings are so strong they can’t and shouldn’t be held in, it should be felt and it should be shared.

To know me fully and completely, because thats all another person can ask for. I don’t consider myself to be a chick with a lot of “baggage” but I do know that the heart aches and pain i’ve felt has changed me. I know that what I think of you and how I view any new relationship will be compared to the failed ones. My insecurities will come out but thats only because I know how it feels to love someone so deeply and give so freely only to end up getting less than I gave. 

I lost the old me a long time ago, and it took me a while to see how; pathetic, foolish, naive, and how much I under valued myself because I valued another too much. I didn’t like the person I became in that relationship, and because of it I will never be that person again. 

I know that I can give my 110% but that now i will not settle for any guy that does not do the same. It can scare anyone to be vulnerable and have their heart on the line, but to not be fully committed to something is a disservice to yourself and unfair to the other person.  

I know it hurts to be rejected and how much pain can come from putting your all into someone, but anything less would not be love at its fullest. 

“Anything less than mad, passionate, extraordinary love is a waste of time. There are too many mediocre things in life to deal with and love shouldn’t be one of them.”

So this is my letter to you, the guy that will show why past guys didn’t work out. The one that makes the heart aches and disappointments worth it. I wouldn’t have been able to recognize what I want and fully appreciate it when you arrive if I hadn’t experienced what i didn’t want. 

And while we may not cross paths for a while, I am in no rush. Because we will find each other when we are meant to. Most of it is Luck and Timing, and while timing has never been on my side, if the chemistry is there I know it wont be me letting it go. I am a firm believer that every one we cross paths with, the good and bad, will eventually lead us to each other.

My interest right now is working on myself and being a better person. This only scratches the surface of what its taken to find you, but when I do, I will lay it all out on the table. You will be meeting the best version of myself, because you deserve nothing less. 

Posted 3 weeks ago

She Will Always Remember The Good Times You Shared, Despite The Bad

heartbreak-nation:

"I really admire anyone who can stay friends — true friends — with their exes. I am not friends with any of them — not real friends, anyway. Staying friends with exes seemed to me to be a recipe for disaster.

It seemed, I thought, to be like dumping a box of letters on yourself every time you saw these people. I couldn’t imagine why someone would do that to him or herself.

Why not start fresh with new people rather than with those who have the potential to make your heart ache each time you see them because of things that happened years ago?”

The funny thing is that each person you let into your heart can never truly be erased. You are a different person, for better or for worse, because these people loved you or hurt you or left you. All the career successes, school acceptances, wonderful friends and even new loves cannot take away that love and pain.”

I am holding onto love letters and notes and photos of the people who shaped me and loved me and yes, maybe left me, but only so I could find the person with whom I was really meant to be.”

THIS.

Posted 3 weeks ago

So….for those that don’t know…I actually have 14 other tumblelogs…i’ve categorized all these separate blogs because it would be too much of a crazy, awesome, random mix of things to fit all in one blog. :P 

The one I post the most to is mixofspring, which is a random mix of things i like, lol. I post more frequently, and have things queued to post automatically, so theres always new posts there. and surprisingly the xxquotes has 300 followers….guess im not the only one who loves quotes ;) The rest I post to, once in a blue moon…but if you’re bored check em out.

Thanks to my current followers and I’ll be writing and posting more to this (primary) one soon.

Posted 3 weeks ago
mixofspring:

veesdumpingrounds:

I’m happy tumblr is letting everyone know it’s pride month :)I wanted to show a little support to all of my LGBTQ friends (and everyone!), because I think they’re leading the right fight, and because they’re super courageous for standing up for being who they are ! I think everyone should be able to be whoever he/she wants to be, and love whoever she/he wants to love.Love, Equality, Happiness and Freedom \^o^/

YES. this.

this post is on point. and so is NYC, and SF

mixofspring:

veesdumpingrounds:

I’m happy tumblr is letting everyone know it’s pride month :)
I wanted to show a little support to all of my LGBTQ friends (and everyone!), because I think they’re leading the right fight, and because they’re super courageous for standing up for being who they are ! I think everyone should be able to be whoever he/she wants to be, and love whoever she/he wants to love.
Love, Equality, Happiness and Freedom \^o^/

YES. this.

this post is on point. and so is NYC, and SF

Posted 3 weeks ago

She Will Never Truly Forget How Much You Love Her — Or How Much You Hurt Her

GREAT read! and I like how it was written by a guy.

I’ve only been in one serious relationship, and that idiot took way too long to realize what he had. But that benefitted me, cause in that time it let me finally see things clearly for how they were and how he wasn’t worth it. Be with someone who knows what they have when they have you, not after they’ve lost you and NEVER settle. I did for 2 years and learned too many lessons the hard way. And to this day, the only regret I have from it is not letting it end sooner, the countless times it should have.

 ”they allow themselves to feel emotion more often than men do – allowing themselves to dive deeper for longer.”

women experience more frequent emotion within a relationship, often making it a more intense experience, they are much less likely to forget. When a woman loves you she will never forget how it felt to love you. But break her heart and she will never, ever let it go.”

"The only question then is whether or not you’re smart enough to realize what you have or whether you’ll be just another idiot and squander the most valuable thing in the world: the love of a good woman.”